Sunday, November 29, 2009

B4 6a.m.

2day i didnt sleep for the whole night after having steamboat with them..haha..i paly games the n give comments 2 someone that just have posted 2 blogs....extremely nice those pics from that gal....haha~~

i also studied biology until 5 something..those feeling extraordinary good but can't try too much...hurt myself that still gonna growing up..hee...i think i gonna keep on studying then  sleep at morning..too bad!!i m alone in friend's house..our YIN J Club have a steamboat event..However,they all slept ...remain me(the prescident of the club)..open my eyes,say hi to jayrosskoi@blogspot.com ..haha...

tired?hope that i can't resist and desist now then sleep..but my mind stop me from being that..Shall i need a rest?SURE,u need it ya,jayross koi.....the intensity and variety of love is incontrolvertibly unparelleled to u ,,,again?love disease.

Saturday, November 28, 2009

♥WORLD

The world is full of love...i m the 1 that also full of love...is that wrong to find the truth love for yourself?It's that awfully wrong decision?can any1 give me a answer?haiz..it's ok..however the answer is given,i just believe that i m the 1 who control myself,my mind..

I gonna be the best i can...No me,i won;t get anything that is well..no me,i won;t get hurt from sad...everything do exist because of ME...and also my parents,family, and my friends...

Am i overload towards love?I m just a generous helping of passionate toward those who have same feeling with me...That's it...that's mee..No 1 can't change my feeling....NO1.....

i dunno what is love?then who know about this?....Forget about this..i gonna go through this my life fully seated by different colour!!!!!yeah~~of course with LOVE too...

Lovetematic...

  

J♥Cs?!

  J?C?what going on for u,jayross koi?I am 17years old...but,am my mind maturity suit to be 17 now?haiz...Pathetic!!why there is a J and C in the topic?is that mean i love my lover more that i love my family?friends?No..no...is shouldn't be conclude like that!I just have those feeling toward u...hee..

problems and obstacles have popped out..i appreciate what i have now..thanks my family,friends,i love u all...i will do the best i can 2 let u all know that me,jayross koi is worth for u all 2 be his family and friends...pls believe my ability to achieve this.

J is me,and of course the Cs have a numerous of meanings...Credit?Car?Caring for family?Care for friends?Cheque?yup..yup..all are precisely correct...

And another C?yup..yup..for my best friends shall know what is that...A noun...haha...

i also hate those feeling that come fast,immediately and go in a fleeting moment just like the phrase 'TO AND FRO'...

finding for someone that i have feel with..is that u?are u?will u?shall u?Again and again,isn't not the time...i ned to control myself...uncontrollable...undesistable,unpauseable>>>AH~~

u,and u and u and u ...c'mon la..jayross koi!!!!!!!work it out!!!

Saturday, November 14, 2009

All of Sudden.....it happens....without prepare,without determine,without her heart....

She?!Who r the girl actually?did i know her?did we meet b4?Yes...Yes...YES!!We did meet...but the relationship with each other different nowadays...

Friends~best friends~complicated~'unknown' stage~complicated~best friends~..just like the global economic.

"It happens...it happens..It DO HAPPENS..."deemed in my heart when the time was about to reach the 1st January of 2009....

Without any prepare...without any determination...without her heart....                                                             i went through the day after yesterday,today...and a day.....

She was there with me..Her heart weren't...In a fleeting moment,it changed....All a sudden, i was left..although we may be a centimeter distance between I-HER...She,her heart will never come back....U(she) r special...That's why it couldn't be for me to forget you though have found a new lover....

stubborn for me?I was...

These words shall suit you,dear...thanks...And i know that you r joyful and happy with what u have now..Go for it...Instead of YOU,no 1 can replace the position of 'piggy'....Except u....u always the 1 that i have loved..but not the 1 who can go through every step on this earth with me.. Yes,u r..piggy....

Thursday, November 12, 2009

小猪小猪肥嘟嘟?!

piggy?zhu?dear dear?fei zhu?

good memories with u..Penang trip2007 anD 2008,installation night 2008,birthdays,mooncake festival 2008,Teacher Day 2008..state camp2008,top education(GTO and STT)...

Sonnet 40

XL.

Take all my loves,my love,yea,take them all;
What hast thou then more than thou hadst before?
No love,my love,that thou mayst true love call;
All mine was thine before thou hadst this more.
Then is for my love thou my love receivest,
I cannot blame thee for my love thou usest;
But yet be blamed,if thou thyself deceivest
By wilful tasta of what thyself refusest.
I do forgive thy robbery,gentle thief,
Although thou steal thee all my poverty;
And yet,love knows,it is a greater grief
To bear love's wrongthan hate's known injury.
Lascivious grace,in whom all ill well shows,
Kill me with spites;yet we must not be foes.


Sonnet 147

CXLVII.

My love is as a fever,longing still
For that which longer nurseth the disease,
Feeding on that which doth preserve the ill,
The uncertain sickly appetite to please.
My reason,the physician to my love,
Angry that his prescriptions are not kept,
Hath left me,and I desperate now approve
Desire is death,which physic did exxcept.
Past care I am,now reason is past care,
And frantic-mad with evermore unrest;
My thoughts and my discourage as madmen's are,
At random from the truth vainly express'd;
For I have sworn thee fair and thought thee bright
Who art as black as hell,as dark as night.


By William Shakespeare

History~His story

Today just read about the subject of history and discovered something that i don't even know if i didn't study it..it's interesting for me..but 1 question,IT IS AVAILABLE TIME FOR ME 2 SAY LIKE THAT?yes..i have said..haha..dear friends,all of my friends that love 'his story',keep on going;those hate it,don't give up,go for it still;those have no feeling toward it and don't know what all are talking about;don't go for the SPM test(wasting time!)...

Well,to me...in actuality..it's a matter of fact for us...just use little bit of common sense u may think a generous helping of stories.. Economic,Politic,Social,Belief..that's it for the HISTORY..futhermore the the cause,affect,way 2 cope it..

According to the Father of History- Herodotus,write those memories down whenever something vital happens daily is counted as history...

do the best we can,my friends!!The process of our life wilk keep on shining when u do the best as u do deem that it is the best..No giving up in this materialistic and realistic society..it is not necessary but compulsory to be worsten the situation by saying that-i give up!