PLKN(part 1)

 Wow,it had been a half year i didn't write any blog...Well,is my time to talk bout what had happened during these few months....
 
 During the period in National Service,unavoidably,i learned how to be independent?!HAHA..If anyone knows me deeply who see this blog surely they will laugh me because i have had a bad habit in the secondary school's time..(SORRY,it's not a bad habit,but a generous helping of,even more than that)..

 In my  short opinion,i had been being a man maid(Advantage of this:I really know bout what the differences if there's without the existence of mum,she is my heroine.).Besides,although there would be three main course meals and three side meals,however,then meals will always be the same if you had been trying for 3 months!!!!That's why the government spending lots of money here..NO RACISM!!

 Furthermore,NS=NOT SMART!!!The way they taught us just like back to a kindergarten but in a malay version(and again i m not RACISM,but this had had been a truth)...Why not mix up?Is there any reason why can't mix it up?What a pathetic sight..Nevertheless,what your feeling if this types of incidents happened?Quit? or continue.Of course,i decided not to quit..Sort of reasons,because,i want to learn something new although the new things were in the suck environment..If not,i won't be train myself.

 I had entitled for the Juggling King in the Prince-Princess Camp..haha..I admit it that it's not easy to get it especially you have to train yourself everyday.I was facing some of them which can skill thoroughly  and professionally.What the point i get it?For me,it's the hard work before u compete with them.I didn't win them if we were competing different skill each other,i win because of i m real,firm and even steady.(just tell the truth without any lies)

 I was quite a weird and freak guy for my friends in the camp.(and even though in my normal life,agree?)You all won't find the these characteristics but just me have them,is a kinda unpredictable and unbelievable.Moreover,i did something which most people won't try to do.(i was a leader to my friends who ignore the order from camp commander  to cut our hair).Did u all try it b4?I dun think so.yeah^^we were planning what we should and could do.

 I dislike wasting time on something unnecessary and superfluous,don't u?In addition,i relearned the way of meditation through the sensei Zheng.And the another truth is without him,i can't even know more bout Buddha.I really appreciate it and thanks for leading me through Buddha's education.(From the perspective of Buddhist,it is an education which lead u through the way free from birth,aging,sick and death towards Nirvana's World without any senses included happy,sad,hatred and even more.Well,it's not considered as a religion).

 TO BE CONTINUED......

 

    

2months,my new life~

This is a new year photo which taken during the HAPPY CNY.

Everyone is smilling so am i ....1st i desire to change for myself during the camp is ATTITUDE!

holly-shit characteristic known by every1,what the hell,too bad,my attitude...

2nd is my body weight..

3rd is my mind.

4th is finding back my leadership that lost for 2 years..

after it...7A's....

     Wow,what an inviting and interesting day for yesterday..haha~~Out of 11 subjects,i have scored for 7A's..Nevertheless,itr shall be under my accurate prediction..Still,no 1 will know just myself..The happiest incident is i saw my parents and my sisters were joyful and happy for my result,i do know that i m the luckiest man(for myself),kid(for them)in the world..I just want to appreciate everything that have come true.. THANKS,GOD!!!!

     I can't cry now although i should have been crying now for this moment but i didn't even cry when i got my PMR and UPSR result..Finally,i do know the feeling of my family which is fully seated and surrounded by the love atmospheric environment..

     Since young,whatever the result it is,then won't blame me,just keep on pushing me to more effort...Until I do to push myself.Now,i do just based on myself then only i get this result,What my feeling for those who apply for their scholarship?seem like envy,jealous but,that was not me le,i have been changing to another guy,when i choose to be the man that i gonna be,i do be determined...

     Give me sometimes,5 years..i gonna change eveything that i desire for...

     NO REGRET FOR MYSELF!!!!!!!!!

before It...HAPPY RESULT DAY!!!

     No one will be mad like me facing the monitor keep on typing and typing...just few of hours,the result shall be known..What's everybody's feeling?scare?frightened?fear?Why should they frightened for it?They know,not me..

     For me,in my opinion,whenever the result is,nothing will change your whole life,your life do relate with knowledges,but no the KBSM,KBKK's type of knowlegdes,it's the knowledge that relate with your life,I do know that i love and appreciate my life,i was a top student since young,I got 7A for myself,but so what?

     PMR,6A for me is under my prediction,haha..no ones know...Then, i start to change myself into an enjoy mode,This mode helps me to know that there's other thing in our life beside those exams,i start to care about family,friends,do spend and utilize my time on another way.

     I start to think something out of academic,my future,my future life...Until today,i can even do to comfort those of my friends that care about academic.They scared,WHY?why I don't have such of feeling,is that extremely extraordinary?I insist it..
  
    In my mind,i always the 1 that are special,different,but seem like no ones do really know what m i pondering..no one,just me who fully know my mind..

    When almost anyone chat with about my result,their first impression is i shall be good,and even better than them..actually or as a matter of fact,i m not really the Koi than with flying colours anymore,i have been changing since i know there's other thing which is more meaningful than academic during scondary school,BOOKWORM had not been suiting me anymore..

     Well,in all of your minds,if i m good,then thanks for your praises,if i m not,then i shall be work harder and even harder for myself,everyone who cares for SPM,be prepared...I always be prepared when i get it because i m ready!Mayb i m not a scanner,copier,photostat machine,but pls do remember my mind always in the active mode...

    Please don't look down on me based on what i will get for SPM,for me,my status for my result always in satisfied mode..Everyone please do remember 1 phrase,What u have done u can't change,what u can change is what u r going to do ....GAMBATE~

My Future....

     The time when SPM's result shall be received less than 1 week.Every1 almost concern,worry,nervous,frightened,lot's of those  Negative Attitude..But not me,not for Top Education's  student.The reason is we are different,extraordinary not similar to them who really care result.Do we stated as don't care our result?No,we aren't..We just know  something,see something,observe something,that almost every1 know too...But we do wanna change our fate,future,into ours,but not controlled by those
,erm,it shall be SILLY education!!!

     For me,we are always different,i feel lucky too because i do knew and do want to change for eveything into my mode.The mode i can control the most toward my successful life.NO 1 CAN STOP SO DO YOU.My career become obviously when i decide what i shall do for my future....

last phrase:i want to change everything right now!!!No regret...as i m the key holder of the world....

Love isn't the 1 that i LooKiNG for~~

     In mY opinion,love is equal to economic+career+assets then  only i can really talk about love..No money no talk,no career no money,no asset no love,how to maintain a true love through no money?

     Society have become more materialistic and realistic,everything is MONEY!MONEY!MONEY!...Bought a valentine's present need money,do our world still have people who using their creativity to celebrate it?Yes,we have,unfortunately,for most of them,they are not!

     If any 1 do know about me,they know what m i doing,if not,then no doubt,our mind-thinking are different.Absolutely not similar.During these few years,i do know that love is the another word for freedom,set free,love without any pressure,love with happiness and do love with high professional skill.

    My life is not bored with love,but do tired with it.No 1 will know u if u do to don't know someone.Finding someone who perfectly know u is almost an impossible task.I always like to do something which is tough,difficult,and dangerous.Someone may say i m not a safety mode guy and Yes,I agree.I m not that safety..

   

rEBoRn~~

Wow,it's have been a lontg time i didn't write blog..haha!!too bad having a 2 months distance that i don't do it..What's make me do this,the answer is YOU..1st i need to appreciate my friend,Chloe..thx for giving a conversation in phone call..U make me realise lots of things..I m just same like u,i still hold on for myself and of course,i love her..The differences are she keep on refusing,disagreeing and telling me worthless 2 do these..

'Worth nothing,Jay....'she said.It almost hurt me whenever there's a dialogue like
this.She asking me to have a new relationship with others..

For me,i know i have found the best in my life..She is the 1 the that i want...FUTURE IS ALWAYS UNPREDICTABLE..